There is something poetic about starting a new journey in Fort Worth, Texas, where the old meets the new and where my first round of treatment began. Think about all the sons of cattlemen who drove cattle to “The Big City” for the first time, slack-jawed and wide-eyed. While my original plan was to receive treatment at UT Southwestern Dallas, there were no available slots to start last week, and everyone was urging me to start treatment as soon as possible. Still, the Fort Worth facility was an unexpected blessing with an opening and freshly renovated facilities.
As a tech guy, I couldn’t help but appreciate their attention to detail, with the first infusion room numbering starting at “0” instead of “1”, just as God intended numbering to work. These little things made me smile, even on treatment day. My dad and I had driven in the day before, playing it safe with the possible icy weather forecast. A night at the Hampton Inn gave me time to rest, even if my 4:30 AM wake up call came from my own anticipation rather than an alarm clock.
The medical team accessed my newly placed chest port (just 5 days old and still tender) for bloodwork at 8:30 AM, and once everything checked out, I was directed to infusion room 7. Over the next five hours, my body received a carefully orchestrated combination of Docetaxel, Trastuzumab, Pertuzumab, and Carboplatin. Besides a brief 10-minute wave of discomfort that rippled through my body, the treatment went surprisingly smoothly.
A wise friend recently gave me perspective-changing advice: “Stop calling it your cancer. It’s not yours. It doesn’t belong in you. Quit claiming it.” He’s absolutely right, and this isn’t my cancer, it’s an uninvited guest that we’re evicting. The pain I feel around the tumor area now? That’s just the eviction notice being served.
This Sunday afternoon counts as the completion of day four post-infusion. While there’s some weakness, general discomfort, sinus pain, stomach upset, and a general “ick,” I’m staying focused on what matters: Jesus, work I missed last week, research on what is going on inside my body, planning nutrient-rich meals, and time with my kids.
This journey isn’t just about treatment. It’s about transformation. Each day brings new challenges but also new opportunities to demonstrate resilience. Tomorrow is indeed a new day, one filled with purpose, hope, and the joy of being.
love the Norah and Beau photos and the idea that it is not your
cancer.
Take care
You are precious.
We are continuing to keep you and your family in our prayers for complete healing.
This is not your cancer. God will see you through it all. Bless you and your family
Your sharing allows your prayer warriors to be more precise in taking up battle against this unwelcome invasion. God’s mighty power is already at work to give you the blessing of seeing your beautiful brilliant Norah and cheerful talented Beau become all they dream to be. God is good and our ultimate healer. We love you.
You got this! Prayers for you and your family!
Thanks so much for allowing us to go on this journey with you. Your positive attitude and affirmation that God is walking with you through this challenge is amazing. Know that my love, thoughts and prayers are with you daily. Stay strong.
Beautifully written. Thanks for sharing how everything is going. We are keeping you and your family in our prayers.
JT, you write well. Informative and entertaining. Personal and uplifting. Enjoy seeing your activities with your children.
Thank you so much for allowing us to be present with your day to day account of what has to be an awful thing to endure. I love your positivity and your willingness to put it in the hands of our good Lord. He will most certainly help lessen the trials and tribulations associated with the cure for evicting the unwanted guest, as you well stated.
You’re a good writer. Not bad for an Aggie. 😊
Love you bud. Praying for you.
JT thanks for sharing this awesome journal with us. It immediately leads us to pray for you as we read the updates. Someday you’ll go back and read it and be so glad you recorded details you’re bound to forget. And we love the great pics – including those beautiful kids fighting cancer with you! We’re all on your team in spirit and God is obviously leading the charge!
Great update JT! Who knew you were a gifted writer too! Healing in the name of Jesus.
Thanks for sharing your perspective and innermost feelings about this journey.
You’re right JT this isn’t your cancer! The eviction notice is issued. We will continue to pray.
Praying psalm 24 over every cell in your body 8 Who is this King of glory?
The Lord strong and mighty,
the Lord mighty in battle.
9 Lift up your heads, you gates;
lift them up, you ancient doors,
that the King of glory may come in.
10 Who is he, this King of glory?
The Lord Almighty—
he is the King of glory.
Thank you for writing these thoughtful updates. Praying for complete healing and God’s grace as you beat this cancer!
You are a mighty warrior! We are all praying for you. Keep writing those eviction notices! It’s not “your” cancer- brilliant!
Loved the “this isn’t your cancer” that’s wisdom! Praying for you and yours!